There are many reasons why people give and the emotions driving us to do so can be: guilt, fear, egoism and the list goes on!
When we give, it must be Spirit led and out of love! Our giving should be rooted in the nature of God and in our relationship with Him.
God is love, 1 John 4:8 "The one who does not love, does not know God for God is love." Our relationship with God is also based on love, 1 John 4:19 "We love Him, because He first loved us". God's will for us is in giving is seen in 2 Cor 9:7 "Let each one give as he has made up in his own mind and purposed in his heart, not reluctantly or sorrowfully or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver (whose heart is in giving)."
So why should Holy Spirit test my heart? "Because the heart is deceitful, above all things, and desperately wicked, who can know it?" - Jer 17:9
Because of our sinful nature, our hearts can so easily deceive us. Are you only giving to a charity organization because of the tax benefits? Are you helping someone and then bragging about it? Did you give the beggar on the street a loaf of bread because you feel obligated to do so?
Before you give, let Holy Spirit test your heart, so that you can give out of God's love and not with a deceitful heart, nor with a list of motives and with emotions contrary to God's love.
Holy Spirit, test my heart. Show me my true motives for giving. Remove those wrong motives that are not of You and help me to give in love, in Jesus Name, Amen.
Karen Aronstam - Manager of Zayin Charity Operations